Life is unpredictable. Things happen, relationships break apart, people leave from your life day in and day out. People you most care about, people you take for granted and never call them, but you know they are always there for you. Why is that? Why do we do that? How can we just simply take people we care most about for granted and forget to tell them how much we really love them, and how much they mean to us? Why is it that once it’s too late, we find the time… Once it’s too late, all of the sudden there are so many questions that were left unanswered. So many things you could have learned from that person, so many wise things that would make you a greater being. But just how great of a being can you truly be, if you forget about the ones most close to you.
I am so sorry I forgot. I forgot to call, I forgot to ask. I always thought that there’s plenty of time. I never thought of the day, when the option of hearing, learning from you would cease to exist. I am a poor person because of this. I sit behind a computer with tears in my eyes writing this, because I didn’t take the time, to sit with you before and listen to your stories and learn more from you. I am sorry I couldn’t tell you more about myself and that you are no longer here to see me grow into a woman, a wife and all the roles that I will be filling in. When it’s too late, you wish to turn back time. The impossible illusion of fixing things. But nothing can fix this.
So all I am left with is a begging for forgiveness, because I always forgot. Whilst you never did.